gees. people tend to hide behind a mask. they would only appear to be nice if they should need your help. fuckin shit. does it really make a difference whether im a part-time or a trainee? yea man. i do think that im really naive. maybe it's really time to stand up for myself and tell her that i wanna quit. fuck it. the only thing i want now is to leave singapore for my penang trip. fuck. i just wanna leave the wretched place.